Ready or Not

I don't know about the rest of you, but Christmas is here too soon for my liking.  I feel like I need another month, at least, to be ready to accept it as part of my life.  Honestly, I don't enjoy it anymore.  That's sad.  I am not sure whether my emotional state, my age, or the level of stress in my life are responsible...maybe all three.  This is the first year in ten years that I have made an effort to play Christmas music.  I found a radio station that plays them and so I have tried to keep it there, especially when the kids are in the car...no reason to deprive them of the holiday season.  It just bothers me that I am feeling that I have to force myself.  I wonder if any of you have experienced this phenomenon? Maybe? Just a little?